Thursday, October 13, 2016

Poem - Sinus Rhythm

Sinus Rhythm
O. Kris Widmer

Begun October 11, 2016                            Published:  October 11, 2016
Three Word Wednesday  #501
Three Required Words - Radiance, Rasp, Rhythm

Based on the events recorded in the Gospel of John, Chapter Eleven.

Radiance, noun: joy, elation, jubilance, ecstasy, euphoria, happiness, delight, pleasure.
Rasp, verb: croak, say hoarsely.
Rhythm, noun: beat, cadence, tempo, pulse, throb, cadence, tempo.




Radiance is missing
from their little house.
It has been waning quickly
for the past two weeks;
likely the entire month.
Well anyhow, certainly for the past 4 days.

The one whom they loved;
the man of the house,
the bread winner,
the bread eater,
is very ill.
The hot and cold fomentations
bring no relief: His nose foams in fever.

The warm tea (with honey, lemon)
the poultices of power powder,
provide no improvement.

After the doctor suggests
that their best and final option is “God”,
They send messages to the one
they are sure God sent.

They send messages - more than one.
Sick. 
Really Sick! 
Critical!
We have anointed him!
You are our only hope!
Sooner rather than later!
A.S.A.P.!
What’s keeping you!

The patient moans in his delirium,
pulls at the sheets.
His suffering leaves him at last,
along with his last breath.

His sibling sisters
are left with only
their hot tears and cold stares;
as they wash his cooling corpse,
wrapping it in ripped muslin.

He did NOT come.

Perhaps they figured the Master owed them.
After all, He had crashed on their couch,
his fish-mongering entourage had slept
here and there and everywhere.
Had they not filled their hungry bellies
more than once at their expense!
Yes.  Oh yes they had!

And they were not even that far away!
Lots of the Jerusalem Jews had come,
offering their condolences,
bringing delicious dishes of comfort food.
Would it have been so hard for Him
to have squeezed them in?
No.  It wouldn’t have!

He whom their brother loved
(and He whom they also loved)
finally arrives,
twelve adherents trailing.

But too late!
The older sis speaks,
the rasp of regret;
a concise critique
of His terrible tardiness.
Shrill, short accusatory syllables
spill out of her pursed lips.

“What…kept…you?
       We…needed…you!
               If…you…had…been…here,
           My…brother…would…not…have…died!”

The younger sister says the same,
only softer, with less spit
Too Little.   Too Late.

“Take me to his tomb.” says He.
He has no intent
and is not content
to lay a round wreath of grief.

He lingers there,
a stones throw away
from the stone they rolled
to keep men and beasts out
and the malodors in.

Now it is his turn to cry.
He weeps.
Sobs shake his shoulders.
He loved him too!

The watching multitude murmurs.
The blind leave Him seeing.
The deaf leave Him hearing.
The mute leave Him singing.
The lame leave Him dancing.
The leper leave Him rejoicing.
The outcast leave Him belonging.
Certainly He could have kept this man -
their brother - from dying.

The Master sops his sorrows
on his sleeves and then begins shouting.

“Take away the Stone!”
“Did I not say “If you believed
            you would see the glory of God!”
“Father, I’m glad you have heard me.
“I say this here for the murmurs…
            so they may know You sent me.”

“Eleazar of Bethany,
(His mamma used that name too to give orders!)
Come Forth!”

And…he…did!
Dead man…shuffling!
Dead man…thinking!
Dead man…breathing!
Dead man…hearing!
Dead man…calling…
            “Lep meff oup ov dis!”

One more laughing shout!
“Take off the grave cloths and let him go!”

Sisters…
Since He was here…
Your brother
is alive.

Crowd…
Certainly this man
kept that man -
their brother, your friend
             - from staying dead.

Froth…gone!
Rigor…gone!
Stench…gone!
Death…gone!
Tears…gone!
Stares…still there…only now
            the sisters stare in joyful admiration

The dearly departed
then strides outside
into the sun’s warmth,
trailing linen ribbons,

his heart in a new normal sinus rhythm.

Monday, September 19, 2016

Poem - How Can It Be That My Mighty One Has Died?

How Can It Be That My Mighty One Has Died?
Lesson #1 in Lamenting for the Loved.

By King David ben Jesse, of Bethlehem: Instructor

By royal order: everyone must memorize this lament
For use when someone or anyone, (like my dear friend Jonathan),
who was much beloved, dies.
2 Samuel 19-27

Poetic Paraphrase Adapted for Any Grief in Death
 by O. Kris Widmer
September 19, 2016 – For Tauni Pigott and Family

My glorious one is dead.
Take notice! Please?
Stop the world, for just a little while!
Come, and mourn with me!
My world is turned upside down for the time being.

How is it possible that this one…
my mighty one has died!?
Keep it out of social media.
Don’t print it in the papers.
Lest those very few that held grudge against them
Should say “Ha!  Good riddance! 
We’re better off without them!”

I curse what caused their death!
I curse where and why they died!




My beloved one –
My pet, my Grammie, my Papa,
My classmate, my mentor, my teacher,
My auntie, my uncle, my sister, my brother,
My boss, my neighbor, my colleague, my partner,
My parent, my child, my cousin, my grandchild,
My best friend,
My spouse and lover [1]–
is gone.

How is it possible that this one…
my mighty one
my precious one
my beloved one
has died!?

They were so greatly loved and admired in life.
Now in death, I can’t let go of my affection for them!
I will never let go of that!
It’s a good thing I don’t have to either!

They were the best!
Oh, how I loved them!
Oh, how they loved me!

Their laugh.
Their smile.
Their twinkling eyes.
Their personality.
Their friendship.
Their talents.
Their skills
They were wonderful!

Life was wonderful…because they were here!
Now they are gone!
How is it possible that this one…
my mighty one has died!?

They are simply not replaceable!
They were unique.
One of a kind.
Special and Spectacular!

So everyone –
         all who loved them;
         and all whom they loved;
         (You know who you are!)
Stop…and weep.
They are gone now!

I saw them breathe their last.
I saw the mortician take away their body.
I saw them in the casket.
I saw an urn with their name on it.
I was at the interment, the inurnment.
I saw their headstone, their plaque.

I grieve for you…my glorious one!

You were very, very, very, very dear to me.
Your love for me was wonderful.
My love for you was wonderful too.

I’m so glad I had you for as long as I did.
But it was much too short.
And now…you are not here.

There will be no more
         trips to the store together.
         cookie baking together
         ballgames together.
         prayers together.
         phone chats together
         kisses together.
         hugs together.
         making love together
        
There will be no more together.
At least for now.

I am here.
You are not.
You are gone.

How is it possible that this one…
my mighty one,
my glorious one,
my wonderful one,
has died!?

What am I going to do now?



[1] I wrote this list a possible order of grief experiences in life.  The first funeral I planned was for a gold fish.  The next I attended was for a grandparent. Etc.

Monday, August 15, 2016

Poem - The Good Swineherd

The Good Swineherd
O. Kris Widmer

Idea:  August 15, 2016  6:25         Posted: August 15, 2016 6:45
Based on passages in Matthew 8, Mark 5 and Luke 8

Three Word Wednesday #492:  Required Words:  Painstaking, Queasy, Radiant


It was very odd.
Nothing like this had happened
in all the Gentile generations
around Lake Gennesaret
that raised the multi-colored,
snouty beasts
for the bacon of their backs,
the hams of their haunches.

He had seen it all happen from afar.
The Nazarite and his entourage
Spoke briefly to the crazy man.
The town had tried, really they had –
 confining him more than once in the tombs.

Then…without warning
every last one of the sows had charged down the slop filled slope,
Then, over the edge into the lake.

“When pig’s fly” is a saying, true.
But “When pigs swim.” is just as much an impossibility apparently.

All that remained
was the painstaking chore
of sailing in circles,
collecting corpses.
Perhaps, if the town butchered them quickly,
some of their flesh was salvageable.
(For whatever reason, it wasn’t.  It looked fine, but tasted wretched.)

He was left with his questions about not being kosher himself
and the queasy anticipation of relating these events
to those that care about hog belly futures in town.

The only thing that made him swallow his bile
was the newly calmed crazy man
clothed, radiant, humming a happy tune.



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