A few thoughts on Marriage and Divorce and Remarriage
Leaving this here.

I’ve been working on a theology of divorce and remarriage…many of the sections are titled with a word that starts with the letter A.

 Adultery

            The oft quoted and cited Matthew 19:9

            But in context Matthew 19:1-12…Jesus appeals to the creation ideal as preventing divorce for any reason (vs 4-6)…but then recognizes in a sinful world we are all “hard hearted” people, so divorce (and remarriage) is necessary and permitted (vs 8, 9).  The disciples understand and conclude that perhaps it is better not to marry (vs 10) and then Jesus speaks about the people who are born or made sexually unable to copulate or procreate.  This passage on eunuchs is just beginning to be understood for  its implications with our love and care for the LGBTIAQ people of the world; especially our intersex and transgender family, friends and neighbors.

Abuse

            Ephesians 5:25-32

            Failure to love “as Christ loved the church.” vs 25 – Sacrificial Love

            Failure to love her body as his own body. vs 28

            No man husband hates his own flesh (vs 29) but he displays hatred for her flesh by abuse? 

            Failure to nourish and cherish her…as he does himself. vs 29

            Abuse can be physical, emotional, psychological, sexual, financial, social, etc.

            If he hits and beats her….

            If he isolates her from family and friends…

            If he belittles her in private or public…

            If he plays mind games…

            If he says “It’s my money” rather than “our money.”…

            If he adopts a lifestyle she didn’t see coming…(alcohol use/abuse for example)

            98.99% of the time it is the male “strong vessel” that abuses the female “weaker vessel.”

            I would tell a woman coming to me with the trauma of an abusive relationship… “The first time he hits you; is the last time he touches you.”  Get safe.  Many women die each year at the hands of their abusive boyfriends and husbands.

See: 1 Corinthians 7 – Study/Read the whole chapter…and find meaning and purpose for marriage then and now from the suggestions of Paul.  Be careful…for if you conclude that Paul insists on celibate singleness for the end-time saints (then and now)…then there is to be no marriage…for the last 2000 years, since he inked those words.  And then how would the human race have survived?  Is the mandate “be fruitful and multiply” still valid?  Is it still “not good for humans to be alone?” and all that.

Abandonment

1 Corinthians 7:10-16

Paul encourages the believing spouse to stay in their relationships. vs 12-14. 

In Adventism, we are mandated as pastors to not conduct marriages for interfaith relationships. An Adventist that eats haystacks and has a sundown calendar on the refrigerator may have turmoil with a Baptist that eats porkchops or a Lutheran that watches college football.  True. But then we will make an interfaith marriage in the baptistery at the close of our evangelistic meetings…when one member decides to be baptized…the other one doesn’t.

Perhaps that is what Paul was dealing with.  A former Jewish couple  is now changed, when one of them accepts Jesus as the Messiah, the risen one who was to come.  A former Pagan, Gentile couple is now changed, when one of them accepts Jesus as the Messiah.  In Corinth, there must have been many interfaith marriage: a believer with a non-believer.  Well…what to do then?

He invites the believer to stay in the marriage, and if the unbeliever consents to still live with their spouse, even though they have this new “Christian” faith and lifestyle. (“Wait…you want to give how much of “our” money to the poor fund in Jerusalem!) then by all means…stay together, work it out.  For the believer sanctifies (brings holiness and God) the home, the spouse and the children. (vs 14)

But what happens to that Christian spouse when their unbelieving spouse leaves?  Abandonment.  (“Wait…You are NOT circumcising my son!  You want to do what on Saturdays now?...)  If the unbelieving one leaves…let them leave.  The brother or sister is NOT UNDER BONDAGE IN SUCH CASES. (VS 15). (Emphasis mine)

I interpret this to mean that that suddenly single spouse that follows the Savior…would be free to remarry someone who would love them again…and also love God…and their kids.

Abstinence (Sexual)…that is chronic and longstanding

(Sexual Incompatibility)

1 Corinthians 7:1-5

Paul advocates singleness as the ideal end-time living arrangement vs 1 (and vs 7, 8 & 26) – Thanks, Paul!

But because of the sexual drive of humanity and because of immoralities, he concedes that getting married is O.K. – vs 2 – Thanks, Paul!

Paul teaches that each partner in the marriage has a “duty” to be a meaningful and fulfilling sexual partner. vs 3:  Both are entitled to getting their needs for pleasure and intimacy met by their spouse. – Thanks, Paul!

Paul teaches that when you get married…you don’t have authority over your own body anymore.  vs 4.  The implication is that all of one’s sexual capacity belongs to the other.  He has rights to her genitalia…and She has rights to his.  – Thanks, Paul!

Paul teaches that there should only be brief times of sexual separation – sexual fasting – during times of prayer, for example…but then “come together”, lest Satan tempt you to look elsewhere for sexual fulfillment. vs 5. – Thanks, Paul!

Alcohol

1 Timothy 3:3 (1 Timothy 3:1-13  Read the whole section and apply these character qualities to marriage…and see what you come up with.)

While this is in the context of counsel for overseers/elders in the church…it is applicable to good spouse behavior.

Above Reproach

Monogamous

temperate

Prudent

Respectable

Hospitable

Able to Teach

Not addicted to wine vs 3  (or tobacco or drugs)

            Alcohol has ruined millions of marriage relationships.

Not pugnacious

Gentle

uncontentious

Free from the love of money

Good management skills

a history of belief/faith (not a new convert)

good reputation inside and outside the church

These are all good things to have in any spouse too – male or female.

In Summary:

1 Peter 3:7

When a man lacks understanding of his wife.

He fails to build her up as the “weaker vessel”

Granting her honor as a fellow heir of the grace of life

-       His prayers are hindered.

When a man does things that cause his prayers to be hindered…

When even God stops listening to him…certainly it is likely that his wife stopped listening before that.

And while God may hear his confession and grant forgiveness…sometimes it is too much and too late to expect the wife to grant forgiveness.

Why do we always expect the wronged partner to forgive…when we often don’t expect the wronging partner to change the way they are living and relating?  Part of the double standard, male preference and male dominated culture of the patriarchy handed down to us by the male headship of old and the resurgence of male headship ideology today.

vs 8 –

Be

harmonious

sympathetic

kindhearted

humble

When a husband or wife is not this…it could be over.

Cruelty

Breaking of Trust

Controlling

Domination

etc, etc, etc.

When a husband or wife is this…it will likely end soon.

I’m not talking a one time thing….

But over time; harmful actions, words and behaviors can and do break the bond of love and wound the soul of the other.  When this happens, divorce often occurs.

The breaking of the marriage vow includes

more than a physical act of joining body parts in a bed

(Though it certainly includes that.)

It is a breaking of the marriage promise.

To be faithful.

To love

To honor

To cherish

When love dies…the marriage is over.

Then…Of course…the two partners are free to remarry.

Remember a wife couldn’t divorce her husband in the Bible era.

She was property…bought for with a dowry/bride price given to her father.

Fact is divorce happens.

Be nice to divorcees.

Stop trying to figure out who is “guilty” or “the offender.”

Be gracious and forgiving to all.

The pain of divorce carries it’s own consequences…

            the good saints in the church need not make it any worse

             in the fellowship of the faithful.

That is all.

A few of my thoughts.

Hey…I’m not writing a book here.

Open Letter to Any Parent of a LGBT+ Child

An Open Letter to Any Parent of an LGBTIAQ+ Child            May 14, 2016

From: Elder Kris and Debbie Widmer.

Recently and ongoingly, (Kris is a poet and wordsmith so occasionally he forges odd words.) transgender people have been in the news. The world and national news as well as the internal news that Adventists hear through their social media and other communication channels have seen a steady stream of stories about transitioning people, bathroom laws and murders/suicides of transgender men and women.

Transgender people have been in our personal news lately as well.

We have been asked to share our experience as parents of a MTF transgender daughter.   We have known about this reality in our lives for a little over 4 years.

In this open letter, we write a listing of a few of our decisions and learnings.  Perhaps they will be helpful to others who also walk the path of parenthood with a LGBT child of any age.

We decided:

1.     We decided to listen.  When our son came out to us, he asked us to listen to a 10+ page letter he wrote and read to us sobbing.  We listened, then held her close.

2.     We decided to grieve.  The fact is we had “lost” a son.  We didn’t announce it in church and there was no funeral – but our son had “died”.  Accepting this loss prepared the way for our acceptance of the new reality…so we could accept the daughter he told us she was.

3.     We decided we had been placed in a “second closet” when she came out.  At first we didn’t talk about “it.”  To complicate matters, we are a pastoral family.  Who should we talk to?  How would we answer the question “How is your son?”   Closets are protective…but they are dark and unhealthy places to live.   So, we decided to open the door to our closet…swallow hard…and talk about “it” appropriately to others.

4.     We decided to educate ourselves through reading.  We searched the Internet for information.  We read books.   We read other people’s testimonies.  We adopted an open mind on the topic and read to learn…not to confirm preconceived opinions or longstanding traditions.

5.     We decided we are still a family.  We decided God was calling us to live out the deepest depth of parental love. “Can a mother forget her nursing child…Yes they can.” Isaiah 49:15. Could we? Yes. Should we? No!  We decided we would NEVER emotionally or physically abandon the person that carries our genes…regardless of her gender identity or presentation; regardless of her name, clothing, hair color, piercings or tattoos.   She’s stuck with us.  We’re her parents.  We’re stuck with her.  She is our child.

6.     We decided to stay in family fellowship. – This wasn’t a hard decision…but it had to be intentional.  We continue to claim her as our flesh and blood…and we still want to do things together, now in adulthood.  Her Master’s degree graduation happened 6 months after she came out.  Of course, we were there.  And there are holidays to enjoy, ball games to attend, dinners out together.  Her sister sibling is getting married.   She is included. Period.

7.     We decided to continue to be parentally physically affectionate.  The experts say a person needs 12 hugs a day.   She probably isn’t getting that, given the fact that she’s single and transgender…so we are committed to hugging her in greeting and parting…and other times in between.

8.     We decided to believe her story and experience.  Rather than discounting her perspective on her thoughts about herself, we choose to take her word for it.   We believe you, girl.

9.     We decided to use appropriate pronouns and her new name. (The name she settled on was actually suggested by her mother!)  We did this out of respect for her as a person and also to communicate love and acceptance.  To do otherwise; to insist on using his old name and calling him “he” may have resulted in pushing her away.

10. We decided to put ourselves in her place.  What would we want from our family were we in her situation.  We feel the Golden Rule applies here. We decided to model God’s grace…taught in The Prodigal Son. (Luke 15)  We choose to NOT give her what some felt she deserves (rejection)…but what she needs (inclusive love).

11. We decided that we are not alone.   So, we sought others for peer support and counseling.  We heard from caring friends and family – some ahead and some behind us in a similar life journey.  Out of these emails, conversations and meals out…we found that we were “normal” in our feelings and thoughts.   We found other Adventist parents who found the grace to love their children, too.

12. We decided to take a break from ministry.  We took a sabbatical, and the time away from the daily grind of ministerial work gave us schedule space to deal with thoughts and emotions. 

13. We decided to have a key heart-to-heart talk with our children…individually alone and then together.  This was a turning point in our family dynamics, and no one could do it but the two of us.  We…mom and dad…did it together.  It was transformative.

14. We decided to keep praying with and for her.  God is not dead…and the Divine is still at work…in our lives and her life.   We lift her up in prayer daily, and when she leaves our presence, she joins us in a family prayer circle.

15. We decided to stop asking God to change her back into a him…and began asking God to change us.  God has been answering those prayers.

16. We decided talking about our family was healthy.  We talk about our own feelings and our daughter in appropriate ways with people we can trust.  We have slowly moved from silence to advocacy for others in the LGBT community, offering love and care where we can.

17. We decided that we would stop blaming ourselves.   We know it’s not our fault as parents that our child has these thoughts about herself.   We didn’t cause this.  The jury is still out on causative factors (a choice of nurture or a condition of nature?) so we have decided to blame the reality of humanity’s fall instead.

18. We decided to get acquainted with her friends…other members of the LGBT community.  This includes attending worships, parties and outings.  Even a pizza night.  You know…normal human kindness kinds of interactions.

We learned:

1.     We learned that acceptance was a harder road…but we were up for the challenge.  We know we “can do all things through Christ who strengthens us.”

2.     We learned we could find peace in a new normal.

3.     We learned perfect families don’t exist – “You have the perfect family…a boy and a girl…and the boy is older,” someone once said.   In their patriarchal world - this may be a good thing…but it hardly matters.   Our family is what it is…and we love each other.

4.     We learned that our families of origin are more gracious that we thought they might be.   After she came out to the rest of the extended family, we saw them offer continued love and grace to our child.  We should have known that would be the case…for they have shown grace to us through out our lives.

5.     We learned we will never fully understand what our daughter is going through.   We are cis-gendered.  Our brains match our bodies.  Hers does not.  But we learned we could have empathy.

6.     We learned that all people deserve love, respect and all people deserve to be at “God’s table”…and not under it.  We should never equate people with “dogs.” – Matthew 15:27.  Jesus welcomes all to His table…and offers a feast of food, friendship and faith to each one.

7.     We learned that gender identity and expression is a painful experience for a person who is transgender. It isn’t something that they choose to be hip or cool.  And we need not make their life more painful. In fact, the Christian would make their path smoother and their load lighter by living out the love found in 1 Corinthians 13 and taught in the Sermon on the Mount.  We choose to practice this basic Christian ideal.

8.     We learned personality is not gender related. – She is the same as he was.  She is just as creative, messy and funny as he ever was.  She is computer savvy and still a passionate baseball fan - just like he was.

9.     We learned that the brain is still the great mystery of the human body.   A mass of grey, gelatinous tissue; it controls the whole of the body.  It is the holy of holy of the human, if you will.  And ALL aspects of brain function, chemistry and it’s final output in thought and feeling is still a great mystery.

10. We learned to interpret the traditional homosexual Bible passages through the interpretive lens of the ministry of the grace of Jesus.  The same Jesus who loved tax collectors, women, lepers and the foreigner…would also love the LGBT community today.   By following Jesus’ example in this, we realize that we will likely be criticized the same way He was. “Why do you eat with publicans and sinners?”  To that question, we will give Jesus’ answer.

11. We learned to find comfort in Bible verses not usually quoted in discussions of the intersection of faith and the LGBTIAQ community.

a.     Luke 10:26 – When asked for a list things or one thing to do for eternal life, Jesus asked a question back.  “What is written in the Law?  How does it read to you?”  That is a key question.  “How do you read it.”

b.     Romans 14:5 – “Each person should be fully convinced in their own minds.”  Since humanity is a glorious mix of races, cultures, perspectives, genders, etc. – there is bound to be differences of conclusions.   And every person is given the freedom to think and act for themselves.

c.      Romans 14:15 – “Do not, for the sake of your food destroy and ruin someone for whom Christ died.” We could insert any topic in the place of food.  Do not for the sake of _______ destroy someone for whom Christ died. In the kingdom of grace, a person is more important than a policy, a proposition or even a principle.

d.     Matthew 19:12 – Jesus’ mention of three types/causes of eunuchhood deserves consideration and study.  Born that way, made themselves that way or made that way by others. Certainly people born with any difference – physical, emotional, mental, etc. receive Jesus’ accommodation in the kingdom.

12. We learned that love is a choice.   And we choose love. Love is drawing our daughter close, rather than pushing her away.  Love is including, not excluding.  Shunning is not an option for us.

13. We learned that if the family dog, Lady, could treat her the same as always - with a friendly tail wag and an eager tongue – we could follow Lady’s example, minus the wagging and licking.

14. We learned two wonderful phrases of healing, encouragement and hope:

“There are some things that only God knows…and They (the Trinity) are not telling.”   Life is mysterious and there many things we don’t understand.  God’s ways are not our ways and our thoughts are not God’s thoughts.  God’s ways are beyond finding out.   Some things are best left with God.

“We are not in Eden anymore and we are not in Heaven yet.”  We are here: outside one perfect garden…and not yet in the next perfect garden. We are trapped here…on a flawed, sin filled earth, of which we are a part.  We’re all in this together…so sinner, be kind and gentle and neighborly to your neighbor, the sinner.

And we’ll close with one additional decision:

We decided to courageously use our names.  Having written before with pseudonyms, this piece is signed with who we are.  

We both come from families that have been part of the Adventist Church for several generations:  There are accountants, teachers, pastors, chaplains, doctors, nurses and professors in our family tree that have served God in this church for entire careers. Others, whose jobs weren’t and aren’t in denominational employ, have served this church in numerous volunteer officer roles as well.   We are Adventists by faith and fellowship.  And, we are a family that has LGBT members. 

Our limb of the family tree includes a gay grafting, a lesbian leaf and a couple of transgender twigs.  (Kris, the poet, strikes again…with alliteration!)   And that is just what is known at this time.   

We understand that the only way to end the culture of shame in the Adventist Church is to speak out and up for the other members of our church. 

So we say… “Love your gay and lesbian children.  Love your transgender kids.  Love your intersex child.  Love your queer child.   And if you don’t have one of your own…love someone else’s. For surely, they are among us.”

That’s our story.  We love our daughters.  Your results may vary.

Sincerely,

Elder O. Kris and Mrs. Debbie Widmer

Link to Kinship News, March 2016 Version of This Open Letter